BECAUSE THIS MAGICAL PLACE IS MORE BEAUTIFUL, MORE MAGICAL WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME, WHEN WE CAN SHARE THIS MOMENT.

For some reason I always seem to end up writing in the middle of the night, but I guess that is when I feel most comfortable with sharing my feelings with the world, even if no one is listening.. I just find that at night the world is so peaceful, everything is dark, and while the rest of my world goes to sleep all I want to do is walk around in the empty streets and take in the world. See everything in a different light. I like it that way. Peaceful, silent, empty. It's magical how beautiful an empty street can be, a street that during the day is buzzing with cars and people, at night it's silent and there is that feeling of being the only person in the world. The only person that is in existence at that moment. It's the best feeling in the world. The peaceful silence of a big sleeping city. 

..But even though I love the silence, sometimes all I want is someone to share it with. Someone there to hold my hand. Someone to pull me close. Someone to enjoy those magical moments with. Someone that understands. I find myself desperately hoping, wishing, searching for that person. And I might have someone now, a hope. I hope it is him. He is just so amazing, but I am so scared to give him my heart. I can't help it. I am just so afraid, afraid to get hurt, but I'm also afraid that I'll miss something that could have been beautiful, because I was to closed up, to scared...I need to learn how to break down the walls around my heart, so that I can let people in. But with him I feel it, I can feel him chipping away at the walls that are shielding my heart, and they are close to crumbling to the ground, I just hope it's not all for nothing. So I am going to give in to him. Because he is beautiful, and good, and real, he is real and he is here right now.

Check out this new song from Taylor Swift, I think it's amazing: State Of Grace - Taylor Swift