You know what sucks? When people cancel dates. It sucks. It sucks. It FUCKING sucks. It doesn't matter if there is a legit reason behind the cancellation, or if they ask you out again.. It still sucks. It hurts. It makes you question yourself. Am I boring? Is he avoiding me? Does he not like me? Am I such a fucking boring person to be around?
These are the questions going through my head on repeat. Again, and again, and again.. Shouting out insecurities, making me feel like crap. And sure, he asked me out again, for next week, but that doesn't mean it doesn't suck to be let down. That doesn't mean I don't start doubting the fact that he likes me..or does he?
Why is this so hard? This is what you should be learning to school. How to handle these kinds of things, it should be Handling Disappointments 101, not Math. As you may have gathered, my day was sort of a let down... how was yours?
I know it sucks, being in that situation, even though you know it's just temporary, it's somethings that's going to pass and you know that..the one who waits for something good, does not wait in vain :) <3
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